what the heck, it's not gonna work, i knew it, what could i expect anyway, this sucks, i shouldn't have tried, but why am i worried anyway, that's the way it goes, i thought it would be special, they're not gonna have fun, so i won't, i dont know what i'm trying to do, so disorganized, goshdarnit, procrastination sucks, what a chicken. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just gettin this junk out my mind.

thanks to the FOUR people who voted on my poll. lol. no seriously it's better than looking at 0 results. how long does it take to play two bowling games? if we leave at 2:30... we would prolly have a lot of time left over b4 the movie. we could leave at 3... omigoodness why am i making this so frickin complicated. Bend it Like Beckham starts at 4:50 and it's 112minutes. i dunno how early mollz needs to leave. at this rate i could probably fit everyone who's comin in the van. the blue van... i dont know if my sister is coming yet wit her friend. oh yeah i was explaining the plan to my mom:
"so what are you paying for?"
"paying...for?"
"yeah it's ur party so u have to treat them for something."
"i... do?"
"well, what was the arrangement?"
"i thought it was more like a 'hangout' not like a party *persay*"
"well you should explain exactly what you mean then."

now how often do i know what i mean? but this is what i'm doing since i'm new at organizing birthday socials... yeah that's what i'll call it!... i am paying for the bowling and shoes, everything in the bowling alley. after cleaning my room i found a bazillion quarters if anyone wants to play in the arcade and whatnot. if u're not doin the movie then hey u lucked out and don't have to spend any money! lol. i think since we're gonna see a matinee we'll have time to find a place to eat. the chuck e cheese party was so much easier where i just had to wear the crown and blow out the candles... i wonder how many people actually read this blog. oh and btw jacq, if ur partay's the 17th or 18th i can't make it cuz i have "commuter school orientation". if more than the certain two that have conversations in the comment box (see right haha), sonya cuz i know she comes sometimes, plus those others who have said hello before, then you should say HI in the comment box! just cuz. ;)