4pm
well i really don't have a topic to talk about but maybe it'll make me feel better to just...rant. blab... carry on.crap. poop. okay whatever. i'm sure it'll be better than the few minutes i just spent crying over nothing really...

"hey that guy is taking a picture, smile! is that your dad?"
"no"
"do you kno that guy?"
"um no..."
"umm okay..."
mystery old dude takes pic of gabby and i.

i was signing someone's yrbook yesterday and saw that mrs harris signed it.
"mrs harris signed your yearbook??"
"yeah well i was passing it around in class and she kept looking at it. i felt bad for her"
"uh...okay..."
"aren't i a good person?!"
she signed it like a frickin friend! most teachers would tell how great of a student u are but she addresses it like "dear 'rachel'" (thats not her french name or real name, musta been an inside "joke") and off to the side she writes FRENCH RULES!! my gosh...

my parents wanted me to organize a get together with my friends this summer. i just thought eh what do i need that for... now i guess i'm just sad that i dont see anyone. i just think it would be kind of weird cuz they all come from different "circles". well if i stop to think about it i guess they all kinda know each other... but what could i do to satisfy everybody. a few of my friends from IL were sposed to come this june. we were going to go swim with the manatees...they had been planning it for two years but it turns out their parents won't let them! *sigh* and this whole california thing... i really really really wanna go see my friends there because it's been 3 years. i wanted to come in time for their graduation but i'm scared that my dad will beat me down about going. last time i asked sopho summer he just gave me this lecture that made me feel bad for having friends in cali or having friends at all. that sucked. he said i could do whatever i want when i'm 18 but his words are hardly taken literally. i havent asked him yet and they need to know by tomorrow. aahhh too emotional rite now. dam rain! i think we're going to float away