i feel like blogging again today *hysterically crazy laughter*.... but i dont' know what to say! i guess i'll just ramble and go *patooey* that's may9th entry part 2 and no one can change that! i think i need the weekend to feel the impact of what is actually going on... i'm graduating! wow!! i kno that sounds REAL retarded but life has just been such a wiiild ride. it doesn't even make sense rite now. i wanna feel sad that i'm leaving but at the same time i'm happy that i'm moving on... i dont know. i can't explain but i kno a lot of people must feel the same way. i guess french ended in a way that was satisfying. i was actually glad that it didn't end on a sour note. it's like... mrs harris really cares?! i dunno i look back and it's hard to see why i despised her at times... because she never changed and she'll always have that naive sense that she don't kno whats goin on. i actually hugged her before i left...she was giving me words of encouragement as if i was sad about leaving or if i even had the slightest hint of sadness in my face (which i didn't), i guess she did... maybe she was comforting herself. hmm go figure. anyway, *high* school is ending so quickly, this week sped it up so much. i wanted more people to sign my yearbook... i wanted to bring a camera to my classes before they ended... i wanted molly to sign my yearbook! lol. anyway next week is really going to be it and i will hardly see anyone next week except maybe at the senior breakfast and grad practice... oh no i feel sad now...