omigosh.... *wails* People are leaving to college! leaving! away! *sniff sniff*. gosh, drats to those who are going far far away from me. more goodbyes.

i hate that.

well just part of life right. right? bien sur. aack. i dunno what to say, i'll say nothing about for now.

no i changed my mind.

this is a really a big week for most people and i'm happy for them. very. it must be exciting to start a new life. hey and i know what it feels like. minus the no parental guidance part. but having to "start over" in a sense is what i went thru two times before. i just didn't go through it with anyone else to relate. lol. it was even a diff situation my sister was dealing. ew i dont like talking about my thoughts. especially when u can read it! *feels naked*. wait that's the reason for this blog :) . anyway MY POINT > u're leaving! *sad* but i might know how u're feeling so chin up, remember why u're leaving in the first place (because you can!!), have fun. lotsa fun in that whole new world. A Whole New Wooooooooorld... sorry. la la la " a new fantastic point of view..."

yesterday? Freaky Friday was good. spotted exactly 1 turtle. but the opening song "Happy Together"? Oh yeah that be The Turtles! hee hee. such a freak. n i dun even care lol.

today? the usual, didn't really go out anywhere. started a video today. my sister's. :P that's cool. her's won't take as long as mine will. plus i'll try out the features i never tried before on hers. *evil laughter* i actually started writing stuff that i want to put in mine. and i see it happening this week! *excited*. i've decided to make it in a way that anyone who knows me will like it. hopefully. meaning it's not so much a reminiscent on the good old times that only YOU will understand and no one in the world else would but, something for everyone. yeah :). that's the way i like it. uh huh uh huh. addition. subtraction. lol hmm lost my thought. *shakes fist at Thought*. that for example would only be something one person would understand. but if i were to also say: birdpoop on windshield! then another person would pay attention to this post. hey this is fun let's add random memories! (by "let's" i mean let me) Shiloh in spanish! Goo Knights! Wire Monkey! Movie Shooting! okay i tire of that.

*searching around*

hey, i lost my focus.

you seen it?